Long-lasting.

I used to wish for things that I never conquered or in a sense pulled through. But in my life, I knew certain people who had what I wanted and I would just never question their status anymore because of their commitment. I could never actually pull through with commitment without faltering at the end.
But this, that I have now, today, at this very moment, I think I have what they have. I think I finally know how they can afford to feel the same way about another person every single morning when they wake up. It's not some concrete formula when you know what you have and how things will become, but this, this is real and my gut feeling says to stay because it's worth staying. I know it's worth all that I have and I've never been so grateful.